Dealing with a close one's passing

It has been a very rough time since my mother passed away last Saturday. Not having her in the house, calling and yelling at me on the phone, telling me how her day was. I know she is in a better place now, watching over myself and my brothers and father. It's just so hard knowing I'll never see her again until my own passing. But with her passing I have changed my viewpoint on life. No longer will I take life step by step. Instead I will work hard and experience the things I want, as well as spending as much time as possible with my family. It's especially hard to del with my mother's passing as we were both very close. As the youngest son, I was always her baby. I remember that before she slipped into her first steps towards her passing, she told me she loves me. I will always have her voice ingrained in my head. She was my best friend, and I spent every day with her. I would never be afraid to hold her hand in public, as I felt a child should never hide their love for their parents. I'll miss the times I'd take her to her favorite restaurants, or talk to her about her favorite TV shows. I'll miss the advice she always gave me, and which she was always right. She will always be my guardian angel. I love you mom, I'll never forget you. I'll talk to you everyday, tell you my problems, my happiness, and sorrows. Thank you for everything you've ever given me in life, and all the love you have shown me.     January 11 1948 to February 21 2015 Rest in Peace  Mom